a few things i've been thinking about
As I write this I’ve never seen our country more disunified than it is right now. Racial tension is at an all-time high for my lifetime (I realize others who lived through the 60’s have seen more). And let’s not even mention political tension. The proverbial lines in the sand are being drawn on both sides of most major issues. Hatred is overshadowing love. And even some of those who preach tolerance have let the pendulum swing to the other side.
Of course, any historian will tell you this is nothing new. In fact, compared to the time of conquering empires, such as Alexander the Great, it’s quite peaceful. However, at least in my lifetime, I’ve never observed such hatred from those on both sides of the issues.
It’s a great thing kids are resilient. No, seriously. What would parenting be like if kids didn’t bounce back as easily as they do? Parenting may be the most difficult thing you will ever do in life. There are some great books and blogs on parenting and of course mentors are helpful, but in the end nothing can prepare you for what you are about to go through when you see your first child for the first time. The highs are EXTRAORDINARY. And the lows are, well, extraordinarily bad.
If I’m honest there are days when I think, “Can I even discern God’s voice?” There have been times when I feel so close to Him and there are LONG stretches when I wonder where God is. I wonder if He really is listening to me.
There are times when I think, “God I know you led me to this decision, so why are you so silent now that I’ve followed you?” I become unsure of myself.
And then I’m reminded of Noah. Noah listened to God. Obeyed God. Even when God told him to do something that was so outlandish that everyone around him thought he was crazy, it didn’t matter because Noah heard from God and obeyed him.